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It's raining and i'm lost

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                                                              It is raining heavily and i'm now where to go without you. I'm lost in your shadow. Once you said you are my future and a minute you're gone. I read the sign board but i used to ignored it. Old folks ask me to be careful but i love to be blind, blind because of a cup of love that you gives to me. I am afraid that when i opened up and then i realised the love i receive wasn't real after all but i managed to make it real by myself even it's hurt because i love you. The first time you show your flaws, i was okay and never i underestimate you because i understand how deep is your love towards your former lover because three years of relationship is part of the journey had ended in the middle , still i am okay to accept the fate that your love towards me is not genuine as the love you pour towards your former lover and i am okay as usual.     I was known that if i really care about someone, i would put

Birthday surprise

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BIRTHDAY SURPRISE WILL NEVER BE COMPLETE WITHOUT YOUR BESTFRIEND! On Thursday night she texted me to ask wether I’m free because she wants me to keep accompany her to run some errands. I feel something fishy but she does make me feel normal agaij when she send me some screenshots of the errand that we need to do together ,’ My birhday falls on 10 november on Saturday so it’s still early i guess to smell something fishy right?     On the next day, I’m all set to go out together and she picks me up at the front door obviously  but she still bring me to run the errand and she said that she need to sent me home early, i was quite sad at the moment but it doesn’t last long when she bring me to have a cake ;) She is my bestfriend when we was at lower grade until now, and apparently i know how she will celebrate my birthday despite we both is at the same university but not all the time we spent together so i would love to take this opportunity to spent more time with th

Raining Heavily

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                                                               Should we let this become one the turning point in our life? People come and go as easy as wind blowing our face but, it doesn't mean that it could be our first and last meet. Why not? "Knowing each other at early state of relationship and knowing that both of us are so used to be together even just for short time is more than enough to persuade ourselves to learn on how to treat people nicely and sometime we admit that we do treat them more than anything and still left behind.' "they said loves hurt" Well i don't believe that because, it's a kind of joy that i cherish to love someone and people said that most of the time that when we love someone and  they left.. Learn to live on yourself and not to take people perception on the way they think because we still human but the way we thinks is the thing that make us different from each other. I used to have someone that i ki

Happy Mother's Day

Dear mom, You such an inspiration to me. You raise all you children without thinking about yourself. You always put us first as a priority and never let us feeling hungry although it's funny sometimes when i said that i want to diet and  skip my mom's cooking but who can did that ?> My mom would never let me skip any food especially to diet! but just forget that . What i would like to share is back in 2014 ,my mother was diagnose with stroke and it just break my heart and my whole family . It's hard to accept but God plan everything and we have to accept with an open heart. Throughout the year we tried many ways to heal my mom , i still remember when i'm waiting for my mom in waiting room once my mom got admitted to hospital she did ask for 'nasi kandar' ( indian cuisine) as for me , i'm happy that my mom ask for that because i know that she able to eat and move. I did buy the 'nasi kandar' for my mom to eat. Things has been hard for that

Imperfectly Perfect

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                                                         What we know when it comes to family, it's just all about bonding that we have and love. Every people on this earth were blessed with their own family's, apart from that sometimes i feel jealous just by looking at them.In my eyes, everything is perfect when it's comes to other people's family and i regret of myself sometimes but i think i should not. 'I believe, that different people brings different luck'. It's just all about how we persuade and deal with what we have right now. Actually, when we always looks for others , it's going to make ourselves greedy and not thankful of what we have right now. I use to have that feeling but now no more . Appreciate what we have right now. Our family is actually our wealth and nothing is perfect in this world.

45 Things To Do By Yourself.

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                                                                                                                     Cook something that you have never make Have dinner at a nice restaurant Make a list of how you want to feel Go to a farmer market Meditate - stay still Go for a walk in nature Make popcorn and have a movie night Read a chapter from your favourite book Start your own vegetable patch Listen to an album until it finish without doing anything Go out for a long sunday brunch See a film at the cinema Do a grocery shopping for favourite organic groceries Create a mixed tapes or playlist Ride your bike Rearranged your wardrobe Visit the florist and buy a brunch of flowers Create a calming space in your home Donate your old clothes or books to charity Paint, draw, sketch, write Go somewhere in the city Go the gig and dance like crazy Read up on your horoscope but don't believe it hahahahhaha Send a handwritten letter to your friends Create a v

10 Etiquette Rules Every Woman Should Know

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                                                                                   1) Your mood should never affect your manners. Even if you're having the worst day ever, you should always keep in mind that the people you're interacting with might not know this, so you should never take it out on them. If anything, put a smile on your face and try to conduct the rest of your day with positivity this might even elevate your mood. The same goes for people you encounter who are rude and snappy towards you. You don't know what they're dealing with , so just smile and be polite. Maybe you positivity vibes will rub off on them. 2) Hand written 'thank you' note goes along the way. This is something small that i love to do when i was small. Everyone love to feel appreciated. Last year when i was in my uni days and i helping my senior with their task . After we finished it, i received a sticky notes that written 'thank you' on that. It was iffirming